sleeping

Emma slept through the night again last night. It must be her gums bothering her, as both nights that she has done this, I had orajel on her gums! LOL! GO EMMA! She's growing so fast.. as I often say! I can't believe that she's almost 6 months already! We have her 6 month checkup on March 20th at 4pm. I can't wait to see how my baby is growing weight/length wise! I can see a total difference in her! Clothing wise.. we are out of 6 month clothes and into 9 month. The 6 month ones are just too short for her to wear... they look like capri's! LMAO!! Poor girl! I've had them on her and sent her to the sitter's in 6 month outfits.. lol! I got so little use out of some of them! We are starting to get into the area where we just don't have clothing for her! YIKES! I'm hitting sales like mad.. she's wearing Christmas stuff right now that was marked down to $2 bucks the day after! ROFL!! Good thing she has no idea! ;)

Accomplishments... she now successfully holds her own 6 ounce and 4 ounce bottle. She's quite proud of that and will immediately take the bottle from you now. She is more consistant in rolling from tummy to back.. and will pull her knees up under her when she is on her tum tum. (I fear that crawling or some sort of mobility is not far behind!)

She loves to be in her Fisher Price Intellitainer.. She loves to stand! She loves to take showers with Daddy. She just watches the water as he washes her. She does better with showers than she does baths really!

I can't wait to take her swimming this summer. I'm sure she'll just love the pool! Target has some swimwear that has 50spf built into the suit! They are mix 'n match pieces that you can buy. They are all bikini's.. which I'm not thrilled with, but for the spf, I'll go with it! They have coordinating bonnets, sunglasses, and shoes as well! LOL!

FINALLY

I'm able to post! I must try to post when everyone else in the dayum world is as well. :(

Anyways.. on the pg front.. still no af. Do I expect her? Hard to say at this time. Sometimes yes, most times no. I last tested on Friday to a bfn, I'll wait some more. If I o'd when I think I o'd, I should be coming up on 18dpo. *sigh* DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA!

Emma... she's learned she has a HIGH pitch to her voice! LOL! The whole way home from the sitter's yesterday, she was "talking" in her minnie mouse/michael jackson voice! LMAO!
She reaches for dh or myself now when she is with others. It's quite cute! She's learned to put her lips together to make noise with them. She LOVES barley cereal. We are going to start meats today along with the veggies. Umm... and she may just very well be a big sister!

negative houston..

I tested this morning at 2am when I was up to pee... test was a bfn. I guess I'll just wait it out a while longer. I'm only on cd31... so time will tell.

Emma is growing so fast. This week she started belly laughing, which made me laugh! More to come later!

depressed

Things are just getting to me more today. I'm very emotional right now and don't really know why. I wish dh had a day time job so that we could spend more time together. I understand that we need the money and all, but a little help at night with baby would be fab. He did come home early this morning to help out. Since she's sick, she's really been not herself at night. Sleeping is getting harder and harder to do. At least he is able to sleep since she is at the sitter's during the day. I'll need to type more later.. I'm going to a stamp party with Emma.