daycare

Things with the daycare are moving along at a snail's pace. They need to pick up as we hope to open in August, the end part.

crazy

Things have been crazy, and I've been avoiding writing in here. I know that I need to though. I'm frustrated with dh. I don't ask much of him, but yet, that what I do ask of him seems to take a back burner to his computer. Today, he spent maybe an hour max with Emma, and that was to put her to sleep. I was so excited to hear his alarm go off, only to be soulfully disappointed when he never got up. I asked him about going grocery shopping with me, he declined. Said that Emma and I could go. Understand, I ALWAYS take Emma with me, everywhere. When he has to go do something, he drops her off at his parents or sister. So Emma and I went grocery shopping. I came home, asked him to PLEASE PLEASE unload and put the groceries away while Em and I are at church. Come home, they are still in the back of the car. So, now I have to carry the groceries all in, put them away, feed my daughter, feed myself yet, and get us both ready for bed. No way do I expect help from him at this point, I was already pissed off, sad, and crying my eyes out. I told him that I will no longer EXPECT anything from him, that way I'm never disappointed.