updates..

Sorry, I've been bad about updating this!

Emma.. trying to say a bunch of things at one time! The little imp! She says.. "what's this, what's that?, mom, dada, cat, dog, quack, woof, uh oh" She's walking all over the place.. HATES to ride in the stroller anymore!! We are getting a wagon to hopefully alleviate that! I had her pictures done for Fall, Halloween and Christmas..

af..

SUCKS ARSE! This makes no sense.. I understand it's my first af after the delivery.. but WTH!?!?!?! ARGH!!!

And some more of my precious baby from this weekend!

WOOHOO! More pics!

We went away to the mountains this weekend with my parents! We had a blast.. other than Miss Emma not sleeping during the night! ARGH! She ended up in bed with me most of the time! (dh and I slept in seperate beds because we could! LOL!!)

Pics from the parade.. and yes.. Emma is standing on a skateboard! The firetruck had a sign on for my sister. Tomorrow, 10-16, would have been her 35th birthday.

updates..

So.. I've started spotting.. finally. With the help of prometrium no doubt! ARGH!

We are going to go to the support group Wednesday night, we have a sitter lined up!

videos!

http://s97.photobucket.com/albums/l213/alicia116/?action=view¤t=MVI_0193.flv

http://s97.photobucket.com/albums/l213/alicia116/?action=view¤t=MVI_0194.flv

and all the results are in..

There is absolutely no medical reason why my baby died. All the tests came back normal. The nurse said this is good for future pregnancies..wtf?! ANYWAYS.. I still haven't had a period.. she was going to talk to the doctor then call me back about possibly a script for provera. I'm still waiting.. she called an hour and a half ago...

As for the memorial.. I'm thinking in the hallway somewhere, or Emma's room. I don't think it's fair to Brennan to have to be hung in our bedroom or Em's room for that matter... He should be where WE can remember him. (and really.. people don't come to our house that often!)