Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my dear sister. Has it really been another year? What would we be doing today? What kind of cake would you be having? Do you know that you were the glue for many things? What would you be thinking today? Would you be proud of your neices? How proud you would be of your children. They are so big and doing wonderful things. The twins have started school this year and are doing great! (at least according to them) I didn't understand much of what they were saying about school when I called to talk to them as they were sooo excited. Sarah tells me she does lots of singing in school. I think she will take after you in that department! Jordan has a teacher that was at YH and is doing great. I hear little updates. I love and miss you Deidre Louise!

so.. to re-cap

Things are going. I start back to work on Monday. That has me quite depressed.

What should be my sister's birthday is tomorrow. That has me depressed.

Today was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remebrance Day, the fact that I have a child to remember on this day, has me REALLY depressed.

How strapped we are financially right now with me off work, has me depressed.

My dad's toe has me worried.

My dad's health, has me worried.

The fact that I get stressed so easy, worries me.

The fact that I have to see a cancer doctor, REALLY stresses me out.

The fact that I have no idea what I'm doing most days, has me concerned.

Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remembrance Day

Did you light a candle?

and today..

dad's toe is re-infected. He can't seem to get rid of the infection. He has no bone left in the toe.. so at least it's not spreading to the bone! ;) (go with the positives!)

First day without Jason.. and I actually got more sleep than I did when he was home. More dishes.. but.. more sleep.. LOL!

busy

Trying to get a 2 year old and a month old on a schedule is HEYAL!! Emma is having some jealousy issues.. when we are trying to take care of Sadie's personal needs, then all of a sudden Emma needs one of us. Luckily, Jason has been home. Unfortunately, he returns to work on Monday. Soo.. ask me how my sanity is on Saturday. ;)

Emma has started potty training. Another looonnnnggg journey! SHE wanted to wear the big girl panties. SHE wanted to pee potty. Fine. I went with it. She did it!!! So now.. during the day when I have her, she is in panties of naked. When Jason has her, she is normally in a diaper. I love half ass potty training. *sigh*

Sadie is doing well, growing and changing so fast. She has started to smile for us occasionally. YAY!

Dad... I worry about him so. Last weekend he had a blood pressure issue, which seems to have resolved itself. They did adjust his medication, so we will see if that helps to keep it down. (shhh.. Aunt Nancy!)

Jason and I have battles as to him helping out around the house. He's great with the girls and helps out with them a lot. But, I need the help around the house too. He tends to tune me out, which ROYALLY pisses me off! We had a "conversation" this afternoon about it. He hears what he wants to hear in the conversation, then says I never told him the others when confronted. GRRR!!

Alright, enough of an update/rant for now.

one month

12 pounds, 12 ounces
22.5 inches long
15.5 cm's on her head

what did she do to me?!

I have pain now! OUCH! My back pain is back.. with a vengeance and my right shoulder is popping. Incidently, the back pain is also on the right. Odd. I'm also have pain in the front section of my stomach, that I'm monitoring, I wonder if it's my appendix now! SHEESH!