Thursday, August 18, 2005

I just need to bitch today. I'm so fucking emotional it's not even funny. I look to others for support.. and get nothing. They only start coming around when the time is near to start offering fucking advice. I needed them during the pregnancy as well.. not just now that I have no fucking idea what the hell is going on with my body.. yet again. When I think I'm actually experiencing something that is worth while.. it's fucking downgraded... it's not what you are feeling... blah blah blah.
WTF eva.


Doctor appointment yesterday... measuring 39 weeks at 36 weeks. He said he gives me a 50/50 chance of making the baby shower.. and that he most likely will not see me at the next appointment. According to others.. wishful fucking thinking.

My gawd.. I'm REALLY bitchy and irritable today. Fuck it all right now!

0 comments: