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I'm feeling a bit bitter towards hubby today. He leaves for work at 10:30pm, so he gets no over night shifts for the most part. He comes home and plays his computer game and then goes to bed. So, barely any day time either. Then, in the evening, for the most part, I seem to have Emma again. WTF?! When he was off for his 5 weeks, he seemed to help more than he does now. I'm stuck doing all the house work and taking care of Emma. And he wonders why I don't want to bd anymore?!?! When do I have time? My day starts when Emma wakes up in the morning, and keeps going. I have lost myself in her. I don't have time to do my crafts anymore unless I arrange for someone else to watch Em.